Sunday, July 17, 2011
Transitioning....Nights to Days
So how exactly did it go down? Well, I flew last night which would of been Saturday night, 16 July. We took off about 1AM local Afghanistan time. Naturally, my last flight at night also had to be the first time the weather was not good. Flying at night in semi-bad weather is never fun, but the mission always goes on regardless of weather (to a certain extent). So my wingman and I took off. The visibility was about 1 mile which is NOT very far. When the visibility is that bad, we are required to fly under instrument flight rules; something that my flight 2 nights ago was also my first time doing since I got here in March. As I got airborne, my Heads Up Display (HUD) "shifted" about 5 inches to the right; this is not good and a problem exists. However, 5 seconds later, it goes back to the normal position. Since the airplane I was flying was made the same year I was born, I just said, "ah whatever, it's old and she's just working out the kinks" and I pressed on into the dust filled night. As we climbed up through 10,000 feet, the visibility got a bit better, but now a new problem was revealed; no kidding storm clouds.......and I was sure the tanker was going to drag us right into them as they seem prone to be attracted to clouds. Sure enough, they did. As my wingman and I struggled to stay on the boom (the probe that extends from the refueling aircraft) through turbulence, low visibility, and the fact it's pitch-black, the radios started going crazy with immediate request for "Hawg" flight to roll up to an area where some friendly forces were taking heavy fire. Once I finally completed my refueling, I told #2 I was leaving him and we'd rejoin in the area where we were needed.
Pushing my A-10 to the limit speed wise, I quickly gathered as much information as I could about where we were going, who we were supporting, what other aircraft were already overhead (remember, it's dark and other aircraft do fly here), what frequencies they were on, and what's the tactical situation. Meanwhile, the visibility is still bad, the lightning flashes are blinding and oh by the way, the radios (we have 3 of them) are going to hell....meaning it's like trying to listen to 3 different phone calls while a power drill, vacuum cleaner, and Harley Davidson motorcycle are all running right next to you. After repeating myself numerous times and saying "say again for Hawg 71", I nearly ejected just to escape the annoying and painful sounds coming directly into my ears through my helmet.
After deciding not to eject and do my job, I finally checked in with the ground forces and got an update on the situation. Luckily, the enemy fire had stopped and nobody on the ground was injured...something that unfortunately is not always the case. Finally, my wingman catches up and rejoins with me. After hanging out over the friendlies for a time, we get re-rolled to support another friendly unit who's returning back to their base. The bad thing for us is that this unit was going to drive straight through the capital of Kabul. Doing a convoy escort is tough; doing a convoy escort over a major (relatively) metropolitan area is even more difficult. Not to mention, once again our radios were SEVERELY degraded due to, well, they just were. Anyhow, #2 and I power our way through that and then we are cleared to make the nearly 300 mile trek back to Kandahar. Not to mention, we had another air refueling in there. Again, it was very painful and this time, amplified by the F16's and F15's all trying to get gas as well. Putting 6 fighter jets and a big refueling tanker all within a mile of eachother at 3AM might seem crazy to you. If not, then you've not been there because I think it's ludicrous, but being the good troop I am, I just do it and move on.
Anyhow, we returned to Kandahar and since it was my last night flight, of course the weather was bad. Calling up all the navigational instruments I haven't used since Moody, I was pleasantly surprised I remembered how to work them all. After flying the approach down to minimums (the lowest I can fly before I have to abort the approach), the elation that came over me that I hadn't crashed and there in front of me stood the beautiful strobe lights and runway was awesome. More importantly as my wheels touched the asphalt, I was relieved that I no longer would have to wear these heavy night vision goggles hanging in front of my face and from now on, those dang dangerous air refuelings would be done during the sunlight where I could actually see the 150 thousand pounds of pure jet fuel I was "bumping" into everytime I fly.
After coming back into the Squadron, it was time for my "fini-breakfast". The greatest thing about the night shift was the fact that after a "day's" work, we would go as a group to stuff our faces with 1,500 calories of omelet and fried hash browns, then go back to the Mod to let the calories just lay in our stomachs while we slept for the next 8 hours. However, since this was my last night flight, I was planning on trying to stay up and start adjusting my clock to the new schedule. I had been going to sleep about 0600Z; now I'm trying to adjust to going to sleep about 1500Z (9 hours later). My plan was to try and just power through my tiredness. About 7Z, one hour later than normal, my plan failed miserably. So, I woke up about 1500Z and couldn't go back to sleep. I tried reading, watching a movie, listening to music; nothing worked. After my futile attempt to get more sleep, I just accepted that I was going to get up and suck it up for the next 20 hours or so.
So here I am. I've drank 4 coffee's, 2 energy drinks, and ate a nice breakfast of jerky and girl scout cookies. I'm doing fine so far and I honestly think by the time I go home in a few hours, my body will be all adjusted. If not, it'll just be good preparation for once the little man comes around this fall!
Monday, July 11, 2011
Having a Son......Far From Home.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
May 2011: Osama Bin Laden's Death
Some may be wondering about what was happening over here during the no kidding, kick down the door and storm the compound timeframe. Certain things were in place, but 99% of our operation was "ops normal". In fact, I was busy just hanging around the squadron when the word dropped. We (several other pilots and I) sat with a weird sense of satisfaction at the reports we were getting. Unfortunately for us, we couldn't see the President's initial speech, but we got to read a transcript soon after. The cigars and near-beer came out pretty quickly and the several war-stories we all had since 2001 all resurfaced for some laughs and moments of reflection.
Seeing the Internet news of the reaction back in the States was somewhat peculiar to me however. To begin, I am happy justice has been served. As President Bush stated, "Dead or Alive", I must admit, I was 51% towards Dead as opposed to Alive. The hoopla and years of debate that would of raged about him would of been a nightmare. Now, it's simply done and life goes on. But the behaviour of thousands and thousands of Americans was somewhat interesting to me. The emotions ranged from extreme happiness to quiet and tear-filled reflective moments. I was somewhere between those two points. The US is a free country and people are entitled to show and express their opinions. However, as many pundits have written about, where is the moral compass in showing parties, chants of "USA, USA", and college kids hanging drunkenly from trees and street signs? The anger many Americans have when they see a foreign country burning the flag is the feeling that I think we were creating and showing to the world. To top it all off, most of, hell, probably nearly all of these people that were jubilant and ecstatic have no real connection to the events that day nor have they served in a capacity to have any effect whatsoever on the war front. Less than 1% of America's population serves in the military today. A bit arrogant I admit, but those of us who have actually been here, where the metal meets the meat, didn't feel the need to swing from a stop light and tell the world we're number 1 and wave a flag around. Again, I'm not saying that people don't have that right; they do and I 100% support that right. I'm just saying it's funny to me that people did that and the people who actually do the dirty work didn't feel the need.
On the flip side of this though is the happiness and renewed confidence the American people should have in their military and counter-terrorism units. People should be proud that nearly 10 years after it happened, when the headline news spoke of nothing but "why are we still there; we're never going to catch him" that the professionals are quietly, patiently, and with heartfelt determination, still tracking down those who do/did us harm. I know from personal conversations with some reading this that you thought he'd never be found and you wondered why your tax dollars were still supporting the effort. It was important because justice needs to always be done. Human nature is to see good-guys win; bad-guys lose. However, justice is often an unfair thing and it seems at times like it's never done or realized. But in this case, the American people got to see the realization of something that many thought was nothing more but a pipe-dream. They got to see some of the qualities that once made us all proud to be Americans. Steadfast dedication to a cause in the face of opposition. A cause that in my opinion, a price tag can't be put on. I think most would agree...or at least in Rachel, Peanut, and our future's son's home we believe, that when someone attacks you in own backyard, retribution will be realized in one way or another. People who doubted the resolve of the Nation now must admit that our Country made a promise and it came through on it. I obviously feel it was worth the cost. Many others I'm sure do not. But that's the great thing about our Country; we can all feel and say what we want and have open dialogue about it. Freedom is a wonderful thing.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
What exactly is my Job?
First off, I am an Officer in the US Air Force. Self explanatory? Maybe not as you might wonder what does that mean exactly? As an Officer, you're primary responsibility is to manage, communicate, motivate, inspire and most importantly, LEAD the enlisted force of the military. How this is done varies greatly from individual to individual and obviously, some are more effective than others at leading. Perhaps the most important function of Officers' though is responsibility and accountability. Ultimately, the buck stops at Officers no matter what the enlisted personnel do (obviously within reason). In College back at SIUC during my Senior year, I was the Cadet Wing CC, meaning I was "in charge" of the Cadet Wing which consisted of about 125 cadets (Cadets are what people are called who are training to become Officers). One day I got called by the Colonel to report into his office wearing my full dress blues uniform (our formal uniform...usually worn when in trouble or for something very formal). I reported in and he left me standing at attention in front of his desk. A freshman Cadet had gotten in trouble for underage drinking. I hardly even knew the Cadet nor what they did in their spare time. However, the lesson being taught was that even though I was nowhere near the Cadet when the incident happened, it was my responsibility in that the proper drinking awareness programs had not been briefed, hence my failure to adequately train the Cadets. The Colonel was an effective leader in that he taught me at the age of 21 that I'm always responsible for the people underneath my command. A lesson I still abide by today and the fundamental aspect of being an Officer.
So that's the general premise of being an Officer. As for daily task, they range greatly from the training environment to the combat environment. At Moody, I spend just as much, if not more time doing my administrative duties. My administrative duty is the Squadron Chief of Stan Eval which means I'm responsible for ensuring the adherence to Air Force publications and regulations. With this title, my pilot qualification changed to an Evaluator Pilot, typically the highest qualification you'll get in the jet. My job is to fly what we call checkrides with pilots to ensure their capability in the jet is up to the Air Force standard of Combat Mission Readiness. Generally, this is not the most pleasant job as I have to hold my friends to a standard and if they don't perform well, I'm the one who has to give them downgrades (think a B or C grade....sometimes an F) on their overall performance. It can make for some uncomfortable situations. However, the vast majority of Air Force pilots are sharp and their skills are the best in the world at the type of flying we do. Along with this administrative job comes lot's and lot's of Microsoft Excel, PowerPoint, and other electronic tracking programs. Computer work for short which as a Pilot, stinks! Aside from the admin side, my "other" job is an A-10 pilot. My official Air Force Specialty Code is 11F3B, meaning I'm a fighter pilot by trade. Think of me being an Officer in the Air Force as my profession; my job title is an A-10 fighter pilot. The Air Force pays me to be an Officer first, then the best A-10 pilot I can be. Along with that, comes all the administrative duties listed above.
On the combat side of the my job, it's very simple: my job is to protect United States and Coalition troops and other friendly forces on the ground from opposing enemy forces. How does this happen? It happens via multiple ways. Primarily, enemy forces know the A-10 when they see it. It's been called the "Silent Death", "Crusader Plane", and "The Gray Bomber" (we ARE NOT A BOMBER!!!!) amongst others. What that means is that when enemy forces see us, they usually will disengage with friendly forces and run away. They do this simply because of our presence overhead which equates to us saving lives on the ground since they are no longer being shot at. Other times, enemy forces are more persistent and our presence alone doesn't "break contact" as we call it. It's during these times when we have to employ the A-10 as it was designed; shooting bullets, rockets or missiles, and dropping bombs in close proximity to friendly forces.
So a typical day over here in Afghanistan equates to waking up, catching a bus to work, preflighting our gear we fly with (oxygen masks, communications gear, weapons, night vision goggles, laser pointers, binoculars, other stuff which all equates to about 125lbs of gear I wear and carry), then getting an intelligence brief on the latest enemy action and expected threats for the days mission, then briefing up the mission with our wingmen, going to the jets, and flying the mission. Sometimes you employ weapons; other times you don't; it all depends on the situation on the ground. After you return to Kandahar, you have to debrief with intelligence on what you saw and what happened so they can track enemy tactics, techniques, and procedures.
In the simplest form, when people ask you what's he fly or what's a mission like or does he fly on the weekends, answer this way. I fly A-10 Warthog's for the Air Force (no other branch has A-10's so don't believe the guy at Sam's who says he saw it on an aircraft carrier in Vietnam). It's an aircraft designed specifically for ground support. If they ask further ("well, does he carry cargo or how does he help the ground guys"...aka they want to know if I kill bad guys but they don't want to say that), you just tell them he can and does at times employ (drop, shoot, whatever you want to call it) lethal weapons as a last resort in order to save good guys. An A-10 flies 24 hours a day, 7 days a week here (obviously I personally don't fly that much as that's impossible), so yes, we fly on the weekends; the enemy doesn't stop trying to kill soldiers just because it's Sunday morning. However you handle the questions people ask you, always remind them that I am here as a volunteer and I happily serve the United States. I'm proud to be able to make a direct impact on our Nation's defense policies. Politics are a none factor in my choosing to serve. If someone turns it political with you, you just tell them it's not about the politics; it's simply about being here with those who choose to serve something greater than themselves.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Kandahar: What it's Like Here.
So what's it like here? It dusty; really dusty. Sad thing is, it's only going to get MUCH MUCH worse I've been told. We are anticipating days this summer when the visibility will be less than a quarter mile simply due to dust. Dust storms are normal here as well. Aside from that, the base looks like a place that has had years of violence executed in and around it. Several old buildings sit vacant and several piles of just junk. I'm talking beams, bricks, metal foundations, and other random building stuff just sits in piles here. The civilian airport is operational though and much of the original architecture still stands. In a reminder of how far we are from home, the other day I taxied by an Iranian Airlines commercial plane. This is something you won't see in the United States probably in your lifetime. The Afghan's don't fly many planes from here but there are the occasional commercial flights. As for the military side of this place, the number of aircraft is simply amazing. The air traffic controllers here are some of the best in the world, brought here with lucrative contracts due to the demands this place puts on them. For instance, when I landed here the first time, I was #14 for the runway....and I had 5 more A-10's behind me. What that means is that there were 13 airplanes lined up before me to land on the SINGLE-RUNWAY that we have here. With one runway, a pilot's "pucker factor" as we call it, sometimes gets pretty high because if you come back with not much gas or the weather get's bad and some other airplane has "crumped" (disabled the runway....see my post on Lajes), you can be in a world of hurt. Just a couple weeks ago we had A-10's orbiting the field at 20,000 feet cycling on and off a tanker for gas due the weather visibility going below the minimums for a pilot to land. Good thing we had tankers with the gas available. So what would have happened if we wouldn't of had that tanker I can see Tim wondering? Well, that's why we get flight pay every month and sometimes, you just gotta do what you gotta do in order to land the jet even if it involves something outside the normal regulations and rules.
What about normal life stuff; not all this flying junk? I live in a 8x7 room, made out of plywood and comforter's. Yes, I'm talking about that nice Bed Bath and Beyond comforter you all probably have on your beds.....only ours are NOT from Bed Bath and Beyond. My "room" is actually a sub-room in a larger room. Each larger room has 5 or 6 "sub-rooms" which are the rooms made of wood and comforter's. All the larger rooms together make up the "Mod". The "Mods" as we call them are like really long double-wide trailers. Our Mod is divided into 6 rooms, each room housing between 4-6 pilots each. My room has 5 pilots in it, but unfortunately for me, I'm on the side of the room that has 3 pilots so my 8x7 is slightly smaller than the pilots on the other side of my room. The Mod has a bathroom in it at the end of the hall. You have no idea how great this is! In 2006 at Bagram, a person had to get up out of bed in the middle of the night (or day if you flew at night) put on the appropriate clothes, grab your gun of course, and walk about 100 yards just to go to the Camp's latrine. Now, I can simply put on my flip-flops and trudge my big ole butt down the hallway at 3AM to use the restroom. It's glorious! The Squadron (a term used to identify both our unit and physical building we operate out of) is on the other side of the airfield. If you google map this place, you will NOT see it; the imagery has not been updated recently enough. It's about a 20 minute ride one way to work everyday. I didn't like it at first, but honestly, I don't mind it now. You always hear about humans needing some time to decompress; the bus ride simply offers you sometime to reflect on that days activities and think about home which is great. Perhaps more importantly, our bus, which was built in 1974 I believe, has an old school VHS player on it. This makes Rachel very, very happy in that there is solid proof now that VCR's are in fact still in use around the world. We have lots of movies that have been given to us to watch while we traverse the junkyard around this place. Just the other night, it was great to see Ghostbuster's on VHS. It would be quite a sight for you to see all these US military pilots starring in total silence at the Stay Puff Marshmallow Man. It was one of those moments when I appreciated where I have come from. It reminded me of Mom and Dad watching that movie with me. Made me think that if someone in the 1980's had told me I'd be watching this same movie in 2011 on a crappy Afghani made bus in the middle of the night that they were crazy. Yet, here I was and for that brief moment, it just reminded me how happy I am to serve. Certainly missing home, but being there with those fellow servants, in that exact moment of having the Stay Puff Marshmallow man on TV just made my day. The Squadron itself is a nice building....relatively speaking. It has AC and all the amenities you'd want. We've built a place for us to hang out there; it's called the Bing. Why is it that? History and I'll leave it at that. It's got a projection TV in there and hundreds of DVD's and XBox games. The gamers in the squadron really enjoy it. I have to admit, my Rockband skills have went up twofold. Outside the Squadron, the previous Squadron built a little area called The Winchester. It's a place for smoker's to smoke and others to simply converse in the outside Afghanistan environment. A nice place to just read a book or simply take in the sights of the unique environment around you. Aside from the Mod's and the Squadron, some other things on this base are the Boardwalk, Chapel, Post Office, and of course the Chow Hall. The Boardwalk is a place where service members can spend money. It's got a bunch of little shops that sell trinkets and rugs and illegally pirated DVD's, "normal" overseas stuff like that. It also has a Green Bean Coffee and a TGI Friday's amongst some other places. I have not went to any of those places though; I don't see the need to spend money when I can eat for free at a Chow Hall. Besides, someone said a burger and fries at the TGI Friday's will run you over 20 bucks. Standard capitalism, charge what people are willing to pay and lot's of these soldiers view 20 bucks as nothing when they are operating in a war zone and getting tax free every month. To each their own though. The Chapel is pretty nice; again relatively speaking. I've went to church 3 times since I've been here. It's tough with my schedule right now and I've been dragging pretty bad. However, it's like any church in America only the congregation consists of people in military combat uniforms with guns everywhere. Ok, so not like any church in America, but that's how it is here. The service is like any military service; very generalized, yet very motivating and uplifting to those so far from home. The Post Office is an utter zoo. I avoid it like the plague! I think every time I've went there, there has been a line at least 50 feet long. But, I guess people are mailing stuff left and right so they have to go right? Good thing though is that there are the standard blue mailboxes throughout the base for you to put letters in. This makes it nice. A word on mail for all of you: IF MAILING A LETTER SIZE ENVELOPE (CARD, HAND-WRITING NOTE, ETC) YOU CAN MAIL IT FREE HERE!!!! JUST WRITE "FREE MAIL" WHERE YOU'D NORMALLY PUT THE STAMP. Obviously, I'd double check with your post-master first, but to my understanding (and actually seeing letter's mailed from the States with no postage on it) you can mail stuff free. This does NOT include packages though. Lastly, the Chow Hall. The food is good. Period dot. Like I've said before about Al Udied, the food is pretty tasty considering. Tonight, I had some shrimp, salad, a hot dog, and veggies. All the free water, milk, juice's, soda, coffee you'd ever want as well. Heck, even the desserts are good.
Overall, life here is not too bad. It's got it's plus's and minuses, but I really can't complain. There are teenager's out in tiny little FOB's (Forward Operating Bases) getting shot at everyday and I'm here on this mega-base. Like I've said before, it can always be worse. All you can do is simply accept where you are in life and press on! Sorry for the REALLY LONG POST, but I figured it would be nice to get this info out to everyone. Till next time, Rick
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Al Udied...and finally into Afghanistan
Monday, March 21, 2011
Sigonella and Al Udied
Getting out of Lajes Field
PS: This site has many details on our movement to Afghanistan. Any pictures you see with aircraft 228 is me. http://www.warthognews.blogspot.com/
Sunday, March 13, 2011
8 March....the Journey Begins
Rick's OEF Deployment 2011 with the 74FS WFFT's
Rick